written by ashton york
recorded and mixed by greg francis
thanks to javier torres for playing drums and althea joy for singing harmonies
lyrics
tonight i am running away
i don't know where i will stay
i just want to disappear
i'm writing a letter in case
you want to remember my name
sorry all the ink is smeared
father used to say
"open the door it's me
you're not in trouble please just come out"
oh i'm beginning to fade
like a worn out summer, the end of a day
oh god only know how hard we try
god only knows the tears we cry
tomorrow means nothing to me
that's how i know i should leave
anguish in my heart
desperate on my knees
i don't know what to believe
garden of gethsemane
willing spirit, weakly flesh
sarah used to say
"you're not a loser to me
you're not a failure please just calm down"
oh i'm beginning to fade
like a worn out summer, the end of a day
oh god only know how hard we try
god only knows the tears we cry
god only know how hard we try
god only knows the tears we cry
tonight i am running away
i don't know where i will stay
anywhere but here
desperate on my knees
Turbulent indie rock from Levi Fuller & the Library that has the snarl of hardcore and the knotty meter of math rock. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 13, 2018